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[wolfishh]

well i know i'm new and i haven't... even finished my app yet :c I'M TRYING I PROMISE but right now things are... bad. kind of. my doctor that i'm going to for ultrasounds and stuff is just... ugh. she had me go in 3 times in one week, which is bad enough in itself and on top of that they haven't seen anything (nobody is surprised because i'm only JUST 8 weeks? maybe) and she's taken blood to test my hormone levels ONCE despite the fact that she thinks it's an "abnormal" pregnancy and that there isn't a baby and all this crap. i have to go back on monday, but i've scheduled a second opinion appointment with a totally different doctor next wednesday.

long story short is, i'm really rattled and my nerves are pretty much shot and it's literally taking a TON of distractions to keep me relaxed and calm so my muse is just... destroyed. we're hoping there is a baby there, naturally, but we're also preparing for the worst. so, things are just really tough right now. i'm not leaving the site by any means, but i'm asking that my app not be deleted and if necessary, that it just be archived because when i know more and i've gotten my wits back about me i will be returning :3 you're all wonderful, even though i don't know you that well. so please, keep me and my boyfriend in your thoughts/prayers while we go through this and deal with everything. i'll pop in and post updates when we know things. <3

[archer]

Oh, damn.. I hope things get better Wolfy, my thoughts are with you and your family/significant other, and I hope all is well or will be well with the baby.

[ITS NOT SAMMIE]

My thoughts are with you and everyone involved, love <3 My family just went through a false pregnancy with my cousin. I hope that there is a baby and all is well. Take all the time you need <3

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