ENDERS, nevada rae

[nevada rae enders]

nevada rae enders

"when I was a teenage whore my mother asked me she
said, 'baby, what for? I give you plenty, why do you want more?
baby why are you a teenage whore?' I said I feel so alone and I wish
I could die. I've seen the things you put me through and I wish I could
die when I was a teenage whore, the rain came down like it never did
before. I pay good money not to be ignored. why am I a teenage whore.
I've seen your repulsion and it looks real good on you. denying what
you put me through. 'get out of my house!' when I was a teenage whore.
my mother asked me she said, "Baby, what for? I give you plenty, why
do you want more? Baby, why are you a teenage whore?' I've seen your
repulsion and it looks real good on you. I don't want to live what you had
you have put me through. I wanted that shirt and I, I wanted those pants.
It's all the light put me through and I and I never had a way. "

fighting back the tears, mother reads the

NAME nevada rae enders
GENDER female
NICKNAMES nev, vada.
AGE twenty three
MEMBERGROUP band, precious time
POSITION merch girl
SEXUALITY pansexual
PLAYED BY ladie lane

note again. sixteen candles burn in her mind,

HI I'M NEVADA AND THIS IS ME:

ten tweets
@thenevadaenders on my way to get acid. if you're a cop, i think i spelled candy wrong.
@thenevadaenders who's dick do i gotta suck for some service in here? #BurgerKingProblems
@thenevadaenders indie punk rock and green tea, great start to a sunday morning.
@thenevadaenders the only thing i hate about not knowing my family is the thought i could have possibly slept with one of them. #OrphanWhoreProblems
@thenevadaenders poster child of failed abortions.
@thenevadaenders this tea tastes like piss.
@thenevadaenders if i see one more rape joke on facebook i'm going to shit a brick and throw it at everyone. #ItsNotAJoke
@thenevadaenders why are ska bands are so underrated? #Love
@thenevadaenders you mean i can't purchase marijuana with food stamps? #WhatTheFuck
@thenevadaenders i need your opinion like i need a dick in my ass.

nine recent purchases
-- double a batteries.
-- forty dollars worth of taco bell.
-- cigarettes, marlboro menthol 100s.
-- marijuana.
-- alcohol.
-- acid.
-- strawberry flavored lube.
-- 4 half gallons of iced tea.
-- monster energy drinks.

eight facts
-- doesn't know her family.
-- is a vegetarian.
-- is a feminist.
-- originally born in reno, nevada.
-- claims to not have a sexuality, but that labels down to pansexual.
-- doesn't believe in patriarchy or gender-roles / gender-binaries.
-- has her nipples and "downstairs" pierced.
-- has had two abortions since she was sixteen, and is very open about them.

seven quotes
-- "I wish life were more like a porno movie."
-- "they say poland is the mexico of europe. I'm not sure of what that means, but I like it."
-- "this is the kind of extreme shit that those extreme dudes don't even think about."
-- "water-based lubricants, friend or foe? you be the judge. "
-- "I'm not into bestiality, but that's a good-looking animal."
-- "from my experiments with sexiness, it seems like a lot of people are afraid at first, and fear usually equals violence. but eventually I'll win their hearts, and instead of fighting, they'll want to make love to me.."
-- "my job on the tour is to be naked, not kill myself. "

six likes
-- music
-- pot
-- alcohol
-- sexuality
-- being the life of the party
-- precious time

five dislikes
-- wearing shoes
-- her past
-- losing friends due to overdoses
-- haters
-- fake people

four recently played songs on ipod
-- don't take your guns to town ; johnny cash
-- ooh la ; the kooks
-- mommy's littler monster ; social distortion
-- mother ; danzig

three opinions on her
-- "nevada was a very [coughs] colorful child. she could never stay in a home though. she would stay for a month as a foster child to see how things would go and next thing i knew she was back with us. i wish i could speak to her now though, she left the day after her sixteenth birthday. she was like a daugher to me, she never believed me when i told her though." anna marie hopkins, orphanage owner, reno, nv.
-- " nevada was unlike any child i've ever taught. she rode her bike to school everyday, took her shoes off when she was in the classroom, and always picked fights with me when i read stories that dealt with traditional families with traditional gender roles. i mean seeing her now, you wouldn't be surprised but when she was my student she was around six or seven years old. she was a very intelligent, colorful child. always educating us on new outlooks in life like being vegetarian, alternatives to animal made products, such a wonderful child. i'm very proud of her. " angela rose maginiss, nevada's first grade teacher.
-- " nevada was always that weird kid in class, she never wore shoes when in the classroom or some times even in the halls. i remember the first time i met her, we were both in the principal's office in [junior high] i was there for skipping but she was there because she refused to wear shoes when in, or on, school grounds. when he asked why, she said to conform against societal norms and that our ancestors were born without shoes so what makes us anymore superior to them. i'll never forget that, and every time i see her around or mentioned in some blog with a picture i look down at her bare feet and i smile. " james richardson, a peer of nevada's in school

two secrets
-- was molested in one of her many foster homes, when she was eleven.
-- wants a baby, now, more than anything but is willing to wait.

one musical inspiration
-- patti smith

she take the blame, it's always the same.

YOUR NAME shauna
SOMETHING AWESOME OHMYGLOB!?

she goes down on her knees and prays

[SLY IS TOOTHLESS ?!]

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