Post by niklaus jacobi ozera on Dec 14, 2012 14:53:02 GMT -5
nicklaus jacobi ozera
"Some days I can't even trust myself"
fighting back the tears, mother reads the
NAME nicklaus jacobi ozera
GENDER male
NICKNAMES klaus, nick
AGE 33
MEMBERGROUP solo artist
POSITION green day
SEXUALITY pansexual
PLAYED BY peter facinelli
note again. sixteen candles burn in her mind,
HI I'M KLAUS AND THIS IS ME:
Nicholas was born in Manhattan New York in September. He was raised their until he was four, and then sent to the academy for his education. His parents were extremely involved with music and all other musical entertainment shindigs, they moved on a court when they sent Nick to the academy. His parents love him very much and as the only child, he has high expectations from them. They raised him with great mannerisms and loads of endearing qualities. The only problem with him was he was a wild angry child. Ever since he was six years old, he has seen a therapist. His parents and him would visit each other in New York, flying out and meeting each other a weekend twice every month.
He was fourteen, going through his teenager phase. So he was really dark and stayed in his room a lot, he didn’t like hanging out with his friends anymore or hanging out with his family. He was Bi Polar. During his depressive stages he started cutting himself. He got in a fight with his parents and went into one of his rages, and locked himself in his room and got his knife and started slashing down his wrist, aiming to kill himself. His parents never wanted to admit that something was wrong with their kid you know?
He thinks he always had this kind of underlying depression that happened in elementary school and then happened again in high school and in these periods where he wasn’t sure what he was doing. In high school he would kind of express it as these, sometimes he would have these moments of clarity where for no reason and he can remember specific moments, he would walk in under these train tracks in New York, where for no reason whatsoever, he would just feel like everything was gonna be ok. And he would, you know kind of feel this like, you know, breath in his chest and he felt ok and these moments of unhappiness where kinda the exact opposite of it, where he was sure that nothing was gonna turn out ok. And then, as he moved into the academy and you know, he was only a kid but he was being heralded into all this music drama, and he was 13 and there was peter and ashlee…that was the point where he, the depression became…he would kinda only navigate between being so anxious, with like this generalized anxiety where he couldn’t get on airplanes and he didn’t even wanna leave the house, and this depression where he felt like…nothing he did mattered. And felt…It felt paralyzing he thinks at that time. Like it was to the point where he felt like, immobilized by it.
It's harder now for him because you know, Peter and Ashlee are their for him but you know, it's like even though they protect him from himself, he feels like a douche because he is basically cheating on both of them and he can never think of cheating on them because he needs both of them. He's so unsure of himself.
she take the blame, it's always the same.
YOUR NAME sly
SOMETHING AWESOME no
she goes down on her knees and prays
