MILLER, aaron logan

[aaron]

aaron logan miller

"I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die"

fighting back the tears, mother reads the

NAME aaron logan miller
GENDER male
NICKNAMES aaron, al
AGE 18
MEMBERGROUP solo artist
POSITION sounds like: never shout never, second hand serenade, mod sun
SEXUALITY pansexual
PLAYED BY christofer drew

note again. sixteen candles burn in her mind,

HI I'M AARON AND THIS IS ME:

F A V O R I T E S .

movie?
despicable me

color?
tie dye

tv show?
big bang theory

season?
summer

movie theater snack?
gummy worms

board game?
trouble

time of day?
sun set

beverage?
orange crush

starbucks purchase?
dirty chai latte

LAST 5 TWEETS .

@amiller18 adam's song

@amiller18 i'm forever a kid

@amiller18 blink 182 man.

@amiller18 check out trouble on itunes!

@amiller18 got a new chameleon. best pets ever.

LAST 5 SONGS PLAYED .

blink 182 after midnight

all time low lullabies

fall out boy the after life party

the beatles eleanor rigby

panic at the disco nine in the afternoon

5 CELEBS TO EAT DINNER WITH .

adam lambert i really respect how he is so open and everything.

madison rae ross she's cute and beautiful

ryder marx omg he's awesome and in a band that i love and he's really cute and he's my soulmate and we're gonna get married yeah

robert downey jr he. is. awesome.

gwenith paltrow her name is really hard to spell, like for reals, but man, she's a pretty lady.

3 SECRETS .

one. he's pansexual

two. he has seperation anxiety disorder, bulimia nervosa, and major depressive disorder

three. he's damaged, seriously.

THE HISTORY .

Aaron Miller was born to a wealthy family in Los Angeles, California. He has many older brothers and an older sister. As a baby, he was always at baby sitters. He had a lot of different baby sitters, and his sister was sent to boarding school, and he developed separation anxiety disorder. When someone he cared about left the room, he’d have anxiety and panic attacks, fearing that the person would never come back. It wasn't exactly an irrational thought . . . the people he loved often left him, it seemed like. At the young of five, he discovered that he was very different. He liked boys. Sure, he liked girls too, but he would rather the company of another boy. In kindergarten, he was notorious for holding other boy’s hands and kissing their cheeks. He got in so much trouble from his teachers, but lucky him, they didn’t tell his parents because he stopped when they told him to.

At the age of 12 Aaron was sent to an all-boys boarding school. It didn’t bother him much. He still fancied boys more than girls. He got into the musical art aspects of the school. He loved music. Singing and guitar became his passion. He practiced and practiced until he was a no brainer to pick for lead roles in musicals. He was bi sexual and he knew it, but he knew from what happened to his sister, that he was better off pretending he was normal, like the rest of the guys. Until he met his first love, Rian. Rian and Aaron started dating when Aaron was 13. They dated for a whole year. They were the perfect couple, no one could deny that. Rian would open doors for Aaron, hug him, hold his hand, steal kisses, they wore joined at the hip. A year went by, and that’s when everything soured. Rian became abusive. At first it was just with his words. Aaron, being Aaron, took it hard. Rian would call him fat, say that no one else would love him, that Rian was the only one that ever would love him.

A few months later, the beatings started. It would be a slap, or a tight grip on the wrist or arm. Then it was being pushed down. Followed by being kicked. Then, Rian would just beat Aaron until he was done with him. Aaron had developed Bulimia Nervosa during that time. He was super skinny and pale. Rian put on a façade in front of their friends and peers. Acting like he was the perfect boyfriend, but abusing Aaron behind closed doors. Aaron believed it was his fault. That he was lucky Rian didn’t leave him. On Christmas holiday, Aaron's parents made him come home to visit. They found that their son was severely depressed, self-harming, and bulimic. They sent him to Youth Psychiatric Facility to be treated.

The Youth Psychiatric Facility was good for Aaron. It got him away from Rian. He would never have to see his abusive ex ever again, at least, not in the foreseeable future that he knew of. He became close to his older brother, Adam, who of which became the bestest friend that he'll probably ever have. He still suffers from Separation Anxiety disorder pretty badly, only the medicine can help him overcome that at all, if any.

When Aaron got out, he went to a new school in Los Angeles. He legally emancipated himself from his parents, proving that their actions towards him weren’t in his best interest. Plus, when he was signed in early 2012, he was making more money than they were. He lives by himself in Los Angeles, and absolutely refused to speak or see his parents. He loves life in Los Angeles, and really loves the fact that his siblings and him are on pretty good terms. Of course, his recent relapse has had him stuck in his loft, not wanting to come out.

she take the blame, it's always the same.

YOUR NAME sly
SOMETHING AWESOME nanananananna batmann

she goes down on her knees and prays